I have to be tough!

SPACE.

Space is something that you don’t really have when you live with someone. And that is something that jake and I don’t really have. Pretty much everyday unless I am at work or we are out I see him. And I mean don’t get me wrong, I love seeing him very much but EVERYDAY I have to pick something up after him. AND I have to come home to find him sitting in this old and falling apart chair playing his video games… He has done nothing ALL day but that.

**ie: FOR THE PAST 8 MONTHS HE HAS NOT HAD A JOB**

You would think that he would have SOME kind of drive wanting to do something. But this is my fault because i enable him to do that. I give him everything that he wants. A HOUSE WITH NO RULES, FOOD, INTERNET and i get him anything he pretty much wants.

I HAVE TO STOP IT SO HE WILL GROW UP!!!

SO... because he needs to grow up and we need some space I got my own place.

Eeekkk..
My own place, all for me!

This is so i wont have to clean up after anyone but me, cook for anyone but me, wash only my clothes...

But because i am a good person i am not going to just KICK him out... He will be able to stay with me until he gets on his feet. But i GOTTA give him a time limit.

When i talked to him about it he agreed that we need own space because we get at each others necks. And the good thing is that JUST BECAUSE WE DONT LIVE TOGETHER DOESN'T MEAN WE AREN'T TOGETHER!

This is something that i have to deal with because i had the RETARDED idea that if we dont live together then we are not together. AND that is not the case! :] YAY!

Okay well its 3 in the morning and i am sitting at Denny's blogging... i think that i am going to go home and sleep some.