Wednesday, May 20, 2009
spill
okay so i had been working SO much over time at work my legs are killing me!!! but that is okay because i need the money. i have SO many bill and this Jake thing is pissing me off! He just will not pay his share of the phone bill and its not like i am made of money! ugh Like today for example i call him and tell him that i have to have 150 dollars from him because this will be the third bill that he has skipped out on. He need to pay or give me the 200 to cancel his contract. so he calls me and tells me that he will give me half and hat i can come over after work to pick it up, i get there after work and hes not there. i call him and hes all oh i am at masons and that i will have to come he it tomorrow! AHHH!! i GOT SO PISSED i was yelling at him and i told him that if he knew this then why couldnt have called me and just told me that so i didnt have to drive to his house when he wasnt there! UGH I HATE HIM! but the next day after telling me that he could only pay 75 he gave me a hundred. i was shocked but i really need to get him off my phone bill. oooh and on another note i saw kristi the girl that jake fuck right after me because he felt bad for her. she works at the ASU bookstore down in phoenix. i wonder if she is still prego and if the holes in her heart will let her have the baby...
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
ugh
I have started the count down until I move out again... Part of me hates to move but I think it is good in a kinda weird way. I like to try out new places I just don't like to have to pack up and move it all to another place, i mean if i had someone to do it for me i think that i would move a lot more. lol But i am once again moving in with a boy friend.... i know what you are thinking, but it not going to be like last time. Pat is SO much more responsible the Jake. Plus Pat and i have our own rooms. So that if we need it we will be able to have our own space.
And when Will brought it up for me to move in with them i was VEERYY skeptical about the whole thing seeing what happened with Jake.. When I was talking about it with Pat I was telling him that he doesn't really know that it will be like. I told him that we will see each other ALL the time, that we might get sick of each other, that this is a big step in a relationship and all this stuff... He turned and looked at me and said "if you don't want to live with me then just say it" After that I saw that Pat did want me to move in. So there, movin in with him!
And when Will brought it up for me to move in with them i was VEERYY skeptical about the whole thing seeing what happened with Jake.. When I was talking about it with Pat I was telling him that he doesn't really know that it will be like. I told him that we will see each other ALL the time, that we might get sick of each other, that this is a big step in a relationship and all this stuff... He turned and looked at me and said "if you don't want to live with me then just say it" After that I saw that Pat did want me to move in. So there, movin in with him!
Monday, April 6, 2009
William Robert Snyder II
Will is Pat's roommate and I swear that he hates me. Every time that Pat and I are together if it just for a couple hour or the night he gets PISSED. Ugh. Like he got mad at us for having sex, which i can understand because i can be loud but he also get mad if we are kissing in front of him and he gets mad if we are just being cute. Ahhh like the other night he was in his room and the lights were off and he was crying and Pat had to put something away in his room and saw that he was all sad and shit. So what did Pat do he did the good friend thing and talked to him for 45 FUCKING MINS! By the time that Pat was done talking to Will it was like 3 am and i was pretty much falling asleep on the couch! anyways back to the story.... (lol)
So Pat came out and laid with me and well you know how things went. We started kissing and just having a little fun you know the stuff couples do. I guess Will didn't like it because i don't know maybe because we were on the couch. ugh idk But i swear that every time i am there he is in a bad mood. And i don't know what it is because Pat says that he will be fine and happy and as son that i get there he goes into this mood.... What is a girl to do? I mean he is like one of Pat's best friends and i don't want to cause problems. Plus i know that he really is an AWESOME guy maybe Pat and I just put him is a weird place. but i mean BE A MAN about it. Even our other roommate Mike said that he would just laugh if off and be like "get some!" and just not think anything about it.
Pat says that everything will change come the end of the month when i move in because i will no longer just be "Pat's Girl Friend" but also Wills roommate.. So like i said all i can do is wait and see what happens. I just want things to be better with Will and I, i don't like making him feel uncomfortable in his own house. UGH i just want things to be good! enough of that!
So Pat came out and laid with me and well you know how things went. We started kissing and just having a little fun you know the stuff couples do. I guess Will didn't like it because i don't know maybe because we were on the couch. ugh idk But i swear that every time i am there he is in a bad mood. And i don't know what it is because Pat says that he will be fine and happy and as son that i get there he goes into this mood.... What is a girl to do? I mean he is like one of Pat's best friends and i don't want to cause problems. Plus i know that he really is an AWESOME guy maybe Pat and I just put him is a weird place. but i mean BE A MAN about it. Even our other roommate Mike said that he would just laugh if off and be like "get some!" and just not think anything about it.
Pat says that everything will change come the end of the month when i move in because i will no longer just be "Pat's Girl Friend" but also Wills roommate.. So like i said all i can do is wait and see what happens. I just want things to be better with Will and I, i don't like making him feel uncomfortable in his own house. UGH i just want things to be good! enough of that!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
school
So I have came to the conclusion that I have to GO to school. These online classes are just not cutting it anymore
Saturday, March 28, 2009
High School...
It seem that no matter how old you are you can never really just get away from high school drama shit... I work with like 23 year old's and up and I swear that I am back at Central. Ugh I hope that one day i will not have to deal with this, but then again that is pretty much what this society thrives on... I mean who the hell care who made out with who and if they have boyfriend or not. To me personally that is none of my business.
Anyways! it is Earth Hour RIGHT NOW!!!! yea right on time! I am sitting at work downstairs with ALL the lights off. I would have the computer off to but we need this for work. lol I wish that i was at Heritage Square right now though... They that ALL the lights off in that three blocks and they have about 16 telescopes for the public the use and look at the stars and planets.
On another note... Pat is AWESOME! heheh I was fighting with Jake today and it was about the same old shit and i was thinking to myself that i get SO upset when i fight with Jake and that even though we are no longer together and that i should not really care because Pat is the only one who really matters. :] The fact that Pat and i have SUCH an amazing relationship and that we actually have communication makes us that much stronger! I mean we trust each other and if there is something wrong and something that needs to be talked about we really do take time to sit and talk about it. I mean we have only been together for almost 6 months(granted it feel like MUCH longer) and we have already gone through a lot of shit that Jake and I would have NEVER made it though. There actually was a time that i thought we would not make it and that we were going to break up, then when i go over there to get him so we could go pick up our pottery i happened to be on the phone with my Grandmother and stayed out on the porch and he came out and the only thing he did was put his arm around my waist and kiss my cheek and i knew EVERYTHING would be just fine. So this is what a REAL relationship must look like. lol
But my shift is over and i gotta get out of here. lol so update later. :] Night
Anyways! it is Earth Hour RIGHT NOW!!!! yea right on time! I am sitting at work downstairs with ALL the lights off. I would have the computer off to but we need this for work. lol I wish that i was at Heritage Square right now though... They that ALL the lights off in that three blocks and they have about 16 telescopes for the public the use and look at the stars and planets.
On another note... Pat is AWESOME! heheh I was fighting with Jake today and it was about the same old shit and i was thinking to myself that i get SO upset when i fight with Jake and that even though we are no longer together and that i should not really care because Pat is the only one who really matters. :] The fact that Pat and i have SUCH an amazing relationship and that we actually have communication makes us that much stronger! I mean we trust each other and if there is something wrong and something that needs to be talked about we really do take time to sit and talk about it. I mean we have only been together for almost 6 months(granted it feel like MUCH longer) and we have already gone through a lot of shit that Jake and I would have NEVER made it though. There actually was a time that i thought we would not make it and that we were going to break up, then when i go over there to get him so we could go pick up our pottery i happened to be on the phone with my Grandmother and stayed out on the porch and he came out and the only thing he did was put his arm around my waist and kiss my cheek and i knew EVERYTHING would be just fine. So this is what a REAL relationship must look like. lol
But my shift is over and i gotta get out of here. lol so update later. :] Night
Saturday, March 21, 2009
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